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TEAR YOUR SOUL OUT EACH DAY AND EAT IT ALIVE

As an artist, you will never ever ever be *actually* soul satisfied selling your wares.

Pause for a moment, before you screw up your nose and conclude that that makes ZERO sense because the whole entire thing you’ve been trying to figure out is how to get better at making money from your art, your soul work, the deepest beingness of you, and consider –

You don’t give AF about whether or not your art makes you money, and in actual fact there is something just EVER so slightly (and perhaps WILDLY) distasteful about asking it to.

Artist.
Creator.
Soul-led messenger.
ONE WHO KNOWS THEY WERE CALLED TO A HIGHER PURPOSE.
HUMAN WHOSE VERY PRESENCE SHIFTS PEOPLE.
ONE WHO CAN’T NOT UNLEASH, RELEASE, POUR FORTH, EXXUUUUDDEEEEE SHIT THAT SHIFTS OTHERS SOUL.
YOU.

You don’t do what you do to make money.

You do it because, when you’re being honest with yourself, you can’t NOT.

And because you must.

And I would put it to you that the TRUE reason you’re not yet making all da monies you could or should be, and that, even if you have figured out how to do quite nicely in this game, thank you very much, there is something about it all which just continually feels OFF,

is that YOU ARE NOT MEANT TO BE DOING THE JOB OF BEING YOU IN ORDER TO MAKE IT PAY YOU.

(dance, my little puppet, dance! And you’ll get a pretty penny or three, maybe a brighter one if you dance faster!)

In ACTUAL fact,

the whole entire thing enrages you.

Yet,

you push that down
you pretend it’s not so
you cover your eyes and your ears and your mouth so that NO such idea can get in
and you continue on your path of SOUL DESTRUCTION … trying to make money from your art … all the while insisting that you’re not secretly internally just rocking back and forth in the corner screaming in silent pain.

When you DO tune in ever so slightly to these inner truths, it’s just CONFUSING and ANNOYING and FRUSTRATING, because, well –

of course you want to make fucking money from your art, your truth, being you! And you also know you SHOULD.

you’ve always known:

you were born for more
you get to make MILLIONS (for starters)
you came here to SHIFT people, and wake them up
and you have powerful work to do in the world, let’s go!

you ALWAYS knew:

you came here for extraordinary

to live a different life

to not do so would be to not BREATHE.

So then what?

Well, you don’t know.

So you return once more to trying to figure out how to get paid even more, create even more, help or shift people even more, from what’s inside of you.

Dance my little puppet …

dance!

Will I tell you something?

YOU’RE NOT SUPPOSED TO MAKE BEING YOU PAY YOU.

I mean, sure –

you get to be paid to be fully you.

I say this all the time!

But if you take my classes,

read a little deeper,

stick around for a while,

and LISTEN –

you’ll understand that there is separation in that statement.

> you get to be fully you

AND

> you get to be paid,

> shift the world

> wake them up and bring them ALL the way back to soul

> etc

> Amen!

But these things are actually not cause and effect.

They are LIVING and then decision, intention, choice, order placed and received, thank you very much.

LIVING, for you, for us, for the messy beautiful wild crazy ridiculous ones like US,

means TEARING OUR SOUL OUT EACH DAY AND EATING IT ALIVE PURELY BECAUSE TO NOT DO SO WOULD BE TO NOT SURVIVE.

The whole entire point is you DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO BECAUSE YOU MUST.

You do NOT ask it to pay you,

or anything else.

You are simply RESPONSIBLE to what is in you, because it can’t live without you,

nor you without it,

and NEITHER of you gets to ask the other to DO anything for it.

“What do you need him to be for you”, somebody asked me recently, about my love.

“Just him”, I answered.

And I meant it.

Does that mean I don’t ‘get’, or ‘gain’, or ‘receive’, so many things from his HIM-ness?

Of course not.

But that is by the by. It just happens to BE.

It’s not what I need him to be.
Not what I ask.
Not what I look for.
Or try and make the relationship provide.

So it is with your art, when you are true to it.

When you are YOU to it.

And it to you.

You go in, and in, and IN, to that wildness, that soul yearning, that unleashing, that ROAR.

YOU LET IT EXIST, BUT FULLY, JUST BECAUSE IT MUST.

And then, oh – !

Somewhere along the way you notice.

I seem to have GOT, or RECEIVED, or ALLOWED through, all these other nifty perks and goodies.

And – oh yes!

Well, I suppose I DID ALWAYS KNOW I WOULD GET TO HAVE THOSE THINGS.

And I did CHOOSE them, ‘order’ them, decide them, intend they would show up.

I planted that shit in!

And now look –

(she says in wonderment)

it’s showed up.

But, how funny!

It’s almost as though it showed up WHEN I FORGOT TO LOOK OR WORK FOR IT.

Kind of like,

ordering a fabulous meal in a restaurant,

then forgetting the world around while you drop in to the vortex of the now, in your conversation, or writing, or gazing, upon life,

and then look – it showed up!

NOT because I went looking for it.
NOT because I tried to make my ‘do’ worthy of it.
NOT because I worked for it, tried puppeteer it, hovered over it.

ONLY because I expected that OF COURSE IT MOTHERFUCKING SHOWED UP. I asked for it!

Do you understand,

that this is how life is?

And how it can ONLY be?

For those who were called like us?

And do you understand the terrible disservice you do to your art, when you try to make it perform for you,

or you for it?

Do you understand that in doing so, you are giving your life for an outcome,

like money
acclaim
soul satisfaction, even!
whatever,

when your life was given to you simply for you to BE,

and to let FREE,

whatever is in you,

all the while knowing and trusting and of COURSE-ing that your every need, choice, decision, would be taken care of.

You’ve gotten the two all tangled up.

It’s not how it was ever meant to be.

So detach,

from the idea that what’s in you was ever meant to DO anything for you.

Let it be free because you can’t not.

And then, separate to that, ask for the things and know they shall be given you.

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

P.S.

Rebel.
Upstart.
Fuck the system; screw the rules.
Won’t do what they told me.
Too much.
Unreasonable.
Ridiculous.
Unprofessional.
Crazy!

Should I go on? I could, but I think you get the picture.

You’re the one who is not only not like the other PEOPLE, you’re also not like the other entrepreneurs.

They, they actually think they’re different; non-conformists?! Don’t make me laugh. You and I both see it as it is:

They just wanna be told how to build a pretty little website and a pretty little social media page or three and a pretty little online product or course and get their pretty little headshots and do a pretty little pre-scripted dance all over the internet so that other equally pretty fucking bland and boring and same same-y peoples pay them money,

And they can all sit in a pretty little womans circle together patting each other linking elbows and stroking each others hair and singing Kumbaya as the sun sets over another day of sinking ever deeper into the unremarkableness that is their lives.

They are the ones who are not only willing to jump through hoops, they also want to build more hoops for other people; they want to perpetuate the hoop jumping life and their whole sales pitch is basically some version of “I will help you to have a better and shinier hoop, come see!”

lolol

BUT REALLY.

Meanwhile, you –

You’ve tried the hoop-jumping life, maybe more than what you care to admit. And, whilst you’ve nothing against sitting around with other ladeez and stroking each others hair, you and your girls; the real ones?

You don’t exactly fit in in the typical woman’s circle.

You don’t feel at home with the pretty-preneurs, not even on the internet let alone in real life.

You don’t actually GIVE a fuck about having all your shit perfect,

Polished,

And just so –

And the idea of having sales and marketing and content processes which you have to systematically pre-plan and then work through and endlessly join dots with?

Makes you want to hurl.

Sure –

You’ve bought in at times to do the idea that maybe you DO gotta do it as they say.

An automated webinar, perhaps?? Facebook ads which carefully and smartly tell the world who you are and how you can help? A sales plan proven and tested by the greats. The gradual sinking slow decline of your soul, your joy, your dreams, and even your pussy as everything within you that once knew she could HAVE IT ALL AND DO LIFE HER WAY SLOWLY DRIES,

WITHERS TO NOTHING,

AND DIES?

Sure –

Why not

And look.

It’s not that any of these things are bad or wrong. Maybe right now you’ve got to a certain point by playing by the rules … kind of. Following what ‘logic’ suggests you do. Breaking free here and there with wild little jaunts into over the top madness, noticing how THAT lights you up and also how people respond to it … but ultimately continuing to go back to trying to find the right fucking system to get you to where you want to go,

Because this thing of trying to just be you interspersed with trying to get it all right and make it work, well –

It’s God damn tiring –

But also, in the end, if we’re going to be black and white about it, it hasn’t got you to where you want to be!!

You KNOW you should be making SO much more money.

NOW.

With consistency, and yeah, while of course of COURSE you’re down for doing the work, you also feel like it SHOULD be a lot easier, more flow

And you know that you know that you know that you’ve still not let out the most unrestrained and fully expressed side of you!

– The you they can’t look away from
– The you they are MAGNETIZED by
– The you who automatically commands a huge freakin’ following, and sales to match it

You know who I’m talking about –

THE MILLIONAIRE REBEL YOU!

Starting January 18th!

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The revolutionary fucking leader who tears SHREDS off of normal every damn day before the rest of the world has barely sipped its coffee!

Who is FULLY unleashed in what she says, how she shows up, how she does business, how she does life.

Who does not give a fuck about following rules! Or sales systems! Or strategies! Who can and will do what works for HER, and if it happens to resemble other ways people build an audience and make a fuckload of money online, cool, and if not, so what! That is not the point! The point is –

She knows what works for her.
She backs herself unapologetically.
She DOES it.

And she gets the damn results. The BIG results. The CONSISTENT results. The FUCK yes results, not just with money but with the VIBERY of it all.

Imagine …

Waking up every day and KNOWING you have crushed the day before it already begun because THAT IS WHO YOU ARE AND HOW YOU ROLL!

* Your shit sells (at any and all price point)
* Your creativity and inner ideas machine flows endlessly (you always know what to put out into the world and that when you speak people PAUSE EVERYTHING AND LISTEN, whether it is with free content and shenaniganery or with your paid stuff)
* You don’t even have to think about low end or high end or how to take people through a value ladder or some such bullshit, the value ladder is YOU CONTINUING TO BE YOU, and the more that you DO you the more people just take themselves through whatever it is you’re offering!
* It is easy, natural, fun, and OBVIOUS how to build your automated income, funnels, the ‘cash machine’ side of your business.
* In fact the whole damn thing feels fun and easy and like you’re just being you (the full on you, the too much you, the rebel you, the fuck all of ’em THIS IS WHAT I STAND FOR AND NOW I’M GONNA TELL YOU you!),
* and at the same time you have the DEEPLY grounded and certain knowledge that the way you’re doing it, hot mess and chaos vibes and all, is WORKING. PS – the reason you feel certain of this is because your bank balance and soulmate audience and their feedback reflects it, not bc your spirit guides told you it’s coming

All of this is ALREADY available to you.

It is who you are and what you were born for.

You did not come here for normal!

You are one of the truly crazy ones, who has something inside of her that will leave the world BREATHLESS –
and allow her to make millions and impact millions –

BUT NOT IF SHE CONTINUES TO DO BUSINESS AND LIFE BY TRYING TO SOMEHOW BE A NON-CONFORMIST WHO CONTINUALLY CAVES AND CONFORMS.

For this to work,

REALLY work, like next next NEXT level $ and life flow work,
you’re going to need to FULLY turn your back on the idea that your breakthrough is waiting on the other side of you adjusting, filtering, compromising, playing the game the way the other entrepreneurs are playing it, or worrying about what the fuck your social media looks like!

What you’re going to need to do is simple:

FLICK THE DAMN REBEL MILLIONAIRE SWITCH BABY.

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All in on madness.
All in on crazy.
All in on chaos.
All in on the TRUE epic awesome ridiculousness and too much-ness of YOU.

REBEL MILLIONAIRE

Starting January 18th!

For those who were born to run the damn thing,

To turn the world on its head and dance on top of it,

And who are ready to do just that.

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